Wow , havent been here in awhile. Then again , nobody reads
this stuff anyways , probably safe to let out my feelings here :)
26.10.2013 was an important day for me.
Jolted up from my slumber by snoozing sound from my
handphone . Only to discover to my suprise that it was late because I had to go
to school at 8am for table tennis competition but by the time the clock was
ticking by 7:05 am . After my daily routine of cleaning and brushing , I
immediately woke my father up to fetch me go to school . I was in a nervous and
over-confident mood to the competition .
I arrived school at 7:40 , by the time i arrived the other
school's players had already arrived . My heart was throbbing with fear and
that time I had already lose my confident . (EPIC FAILED) . I immediately went
out the hall to warm up and training with friends .
After that , the competition began so I was arranged to play
with a malay ( twins ) at third table. His twins brother was a famous and good
player in this area . So I lose all my confident again after knwing that . When
our competition began , he was leading 2 set ( best of five ) . If he win one
more set , I would be eliminating . But the encouragement of my friends who
stood behind me , kept supporting . The encouragement of my friends were really
touched me . By the time , I started playing carefully to find his weakness .
Finally , I won back the 2 set . So by the time our results were 2-2 . Then ,
it was the last set that to decide who was the winner . When playing the last
set , my opponent was in nervous condition while I was in full concentrate
condition . Finally , I won him with an unexpected and suprise feelings .
So come to the second round , that was quater final . It was
quite important for every player . My opponent came from a chinese school .
That school is always be the winner in every competition. So I was in relax mood to play with him because I knew
that I would be the loser . But never did I ever expect , I was leading 2-0 .
By the time , I was over-confident and very happy because it was very
unexpected things . After winning the second set , I shouted THANK YOU with him
. But it still had the last set , I thought I would be the winner in the quater
final . My over-confident ............ Haihhhhh , althought leading the first
two set , but my opponent found my weakness and kept attacking my weakness
place . He chased until 2-2 . By the time , I gave up to play anymore because he
leaded the last set by 5-0 . But my friends kept encouraging me to play and I
had tried my best to play him . Fortunately , I lose him in not a embarrased
and not a awkward condition . My heart was filled with sadness after losing him
because I was about to win him . God :(
Skipped the other two games because it was not important
enough as the above games. After that , I get number five . Thats mean I could
represent this area to Negeri for competition .
But I get the last place which could represent this area to Negeri . By
the time , I asked myself should I be happy ( lucky ) or sad ( lose the chinese
guy ) ???? By the time , my friends and teachers kept consoling me that donnt
be sad and try again next year . Going home sady without noticing that my heart
was filled with painful and sadness .
When I arrived home , I logged in my facebook . Only to
discover to my suprise that that chinese guy posted THE GOLD MEDAL picture with
a long caption . By the time , I promised myself I wont gv a shit on it ! But
suddenly , my chatbox was popped out . That was my friend saying that that
chinese guy writing about me in the caption . So I went to read the caption .
Only to discover to my dismay and suprise that MY THANK YOU in the second set
of quater final inspired him to win me . By the time i knew that I was very
regret that I shouted THANK YOU when I won the second set but I knew that I
couldnt control myself because by the time I was very happy . But after some time to cool down and think myself , I feel a lot of worse because I didnt filter out my thoughts before saying them , either way , it could inspired or hurt people . And by the time I've realized this , it'll be too late :( ! I PROMISE . Next year I will try my best again to beat u down ! U SUCK ! you are only form 2 now , that's mean you will be my opponent again next year ! BUT remember I will beat u down and write a long caption for REVENGE ( CHILDISH ) =3=' Meanwhile, arming myself with an ever more concrete determination in becoming CHAMPION next year ! YOU JUST WATCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !